this post is about work

Gosh i am feeling so so so so terrible from yesterday’s project meeting…

nevermind that our project proposal is still not accepted (rejected once).
nevermind that we’ve met up on monday afternoon to discuss the project (proposal)
nevermind that we didn’t finish the proposal in one afternoon
nevermind that we met up yesterday to discuss the proposal and the hypothesis (again!)

in the end we came up with 5 hypothesis before we disbanded the meeting yesterday (which was fine also)

but after reading the proposed hypothesis i’m feeling the doubts in me escalating (again)…
i’m beginning to feel like we’re back where we started.

we are totally getting Nowhere!!
why do we even need 2 afternoons to do 1 stupid proposal?

are we thinking too much or something? and why can’t the group agree on something?
i am weary and i am frustrated…

i have 3 mid terms coming my way and i really can’t afford anymore unproductive meetings coming my way…
it is Not the meetings that i am weary of…i really hate it when nothing gets accomplished after some time…

i know it happens sometimes…like when a chicken is old, it can’t lay any more eggs even if it tries for a week…
but we are not chickens and we are not laying eggs…

we are business students who discuss about projects all the time…
which is why it is just not acceptable to arrive at nothing after hours of work!

which part of this doesn’t make sense?

the team has decided to conduct an experiment to test for behaviour (because the module is organizational behaviour) but we are using it as a “side dish” to complement our survey, which hardly makes sense.

why do we need to do survey when we are already burdened with the experiment (have to conduct the experiment like 30 times)?
we might as well improve on the experiment to make it worth. but oh wait, that means all the time that we have spent on the hypthesis and the survey has gone to naught…

bloody hell…

and mum’s been doing weird things to me again…

she had this (free) white sling bag from my cousin and she’s been pestering me to use it since this morning…

went to pack my bag for school and discovered that my bag is just an empty sack..

all my stuff gone!

found it in my cousin’s bag and transferred all my stuff back into my own bag…

and after that she wanted to transfer the stuff in my bag back into her bag again coz she didn’t believe that my file wouldn’t fit into the sling bag…

~ by Yan on February 27, 2008.