stressed over stupid things

i’m feeling stressed again…

presentation today….don’t even know why i’m stressed given that i’ve done sooo many presentations already….oh god Y__Y

had a convo with abbie this morning…
dunno, just felt depressed after that…

watched p.s. i love you yesterday with abbie yesterday but he didn’t like it much…
well i relied on the movie ratings…and it is said that the movie makes people treasure their loved ones even more….works opposite for us… :/

the pace of the movie is also kinda slow…i think abbie almost fell asleep….

demanded abbie to send me home after that (instead of just seperating at bishan mrt) and he refused coz he was tired and dun wanna reach home at 11+…

that i was being unreasonable and selfish when i complained that he didn’t love me…well he did say (before) that i was worth 2 worlds…but 2 worlds of abbie is not worth 2 hours of his time…apparently….

said something about just gratifying me that extra few mins and he has to spend so much more time taking bus, getting home and everything….. that i was treating him like a dog, that i wouldha blamed him if the movie is not nice, but he’s sensible about it and how he didn’t blame me…and so on….

needless to say, things just went downhill after that…blah

still thinking if i should go to sissypoo’s baptism on friday evening….
probably should…coz it’s her happy occasion…but still deliberating for don’t know what reasons…
i hope i don’t feel sleepy on friday…

oh god, i’m stressed over this presentation :/
need to wear formal…i hate wearing formal!!!

~ by Yan on February 21, 2008.